Feeling exactly the same. My first game was in 1965 ish Everton at home. Obviously totally taken by the cup run the following season. Joined this site in the dark days of Dave Allen, and more of a reader the contributor
Followed the club through the dark days of division 3. Although don’t remember it being so bad at all. Massive away days following. Every away game felt like home.
Season ticket for the last 6 years, paying-on the gate kop supporter before that. Met the chairmen at the anniversary dinner. Remember shaking his hand and over the top thanking him for saving our club. Hope he remembers! Should he read this.
Maybe the fantastic Wembley experience, makes now even more painful. The support on that day, a treasured memory.
Watched many games on ifollow firstly part of the rebate offer, since then like many, spent at least £100 £10 a time. Not anymore. The Shaw situation after Hirst shows clearly the club is in free fall. He was a shining light in the recent weeks. The last light extinguished for me.