I have to be honest, I am at my lowest ebb when it comes to my passion for the club, but also for football in general.
Chansiri's mismanagement, our shambolic club, the timing of COVID and the empty stadiums has been a big factor.
The super league shambles and the ridiculously skewed financial fair play rules which do not allow teams like us to compete with the PL regulars is also a factor.
I cannot bear to watch the games on TV with the big empty stadiums and the recorded crowd noises.
My whelmometer is as low as its ever been.
Not sure it will ever be the same again for me.