@punkyhorrors I don't usually watch your videos, no particular reason I just don't. However the bravery you show to do them considering what you have mentioned in your posts in this topic is way beyond commendable. Mental health is quite rightly at the forefront of people's minds at the moment and hopefully this is a sea change in attitudes going forward and hopefully doing these is nothing but a positive for you. Whether people like them or not is imo immaterial, you're a Wednesday fan, that's that matters to me. Hats off to Neil as well for taking the time and effort to encourage and guide you.
Take care.